Tyree Mc

First

Sun, 19 May 2013 19:28:47 -0400

Being number one

The only one..

The one who resides in my mind from day to day

Night to night

Number one

You are a priority to me so I place you above them all except God because no one holds rank to your standing..

You are indeed the one..

It means much more to me that I picture us at an age where cooties wouldn’t deter me from you..

I see us at an age where I chase you around the playground at school..

I think of us as teenagers rebelling against our parentals to be close to each other like a Romeo and Juliet

Here we are now…

Separate

Why do I feel you’re still the one?

After all of this time..

Time..

There’s times where I wish you was my first girlfriend..

Innocent puppy love

There’s times that I wish we shared our first kiss..

Where there were no adults around, hiding behind jungle gyms and trees

There’s a time where I wish I was your first

And you were mine

Not knowing what to do but experiencing our first time..

Our virginity taken…

Even though God placed us at a different time

Before we knew each other I prayed that you were mine.

I wish I knew you all my life.

I would have placed you front in line every time..

You hold one title from me that’s near and dear

My first true love..

I pray we become each others first in holy matrimony..

Even each others last..

Being apart from you does hurt

Despite everything

I still put you first

Tyree McDowell

Beauty Is Her Name

Sat, 18 May 2013 14:58:17 -0400

I was loving beauty in a dream..

Your lips pressed against mine which exploded my mind like a shotgun to the mouth..

Releasing my brain all over this room since it was scattered in confusion that this feeling of pleasure was internal..

Tasting the sweet nectar from your tongue while caressing your external frame that’s perfectly curved since you my love was carefully designed..

Your smooth skin..

So soft that the softest fabric would be jealous of your texture..

Breathtaking

Taking my breath away from each kiss but numbing my body with your divine scent that has constricted my senses to calm me down, but I’m bound and paralyze while inhaling your sweet pleasurable drug..

Staring at the moon in the sky that is your eyes that changes phases when you open and close them…

Witnessing outer space..

Supernovae and the Milky Way

Bright stars by the thousands when I stare at your face..

A sight to see

Beautiful long hair that covers me while rubbing gently against my cheeks..

Playing this love game with an angel that I’m attached to since we connected through each others spirit..

Your voice silences me..

A lovely sound

Your smile opens me up

Revealing my heart for you to own

You took it and I passed away into a deep sleep

Only to waken to a beautiful dream

But beauty was still next to me

Sleeping still..

Wondering if this reality is real

It is…

Observing and admiring my loves beauty.

Her internal and external

It’s the same

Crazy thing is

Beauty is her name

By Tyree Mc

Jazzie

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:14:17 -0400

Can you feel that vibe?

The silhouette of a man matching the Harlem night

Playing his trumpet for a crowd of people above the roof tops while minding their business to the groove

Sexy ladies in groups while the fellas watch the way she moves

To this spot where all the hippest cats clash with the cool and cold

Mixed aged youths rubbing elbows with the older scene flashing their riches of shiny things

Bling and gleam shoots everywhere

The spotlights

The club lit up with a busy orchestra orchestrating the very movements of tonight’s attendants

The atmosphere couldn’t be any more splendid with the electricity outside

Engines revving and cruising along the street lights

With a well-lit polluted sky where the stars only shine on the ground..

The view of the city

Like fireworks pausing during it’s climatic boom

Then sped ahead like zoom to create smear to what appears to be the trail of the horizon that is the busy city of New York

Feeling live while being alive as the hour is still young

Twilight images with no sun present but the moon stays on with this feng shui ambiance.

Born again like a phoenix

A renaissance in Harlem world that brings partiers from every borough

A hip suave night that’s thorough in it’s essence

Backing away from the scene

Still listening to the wailing scream of that brass instrument

That jazzie player on the roof

Blending in the with New York view of an never ending skyline

By: Tyree Mc

I Pray

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:05:00 -0400

I still pray for you

Each moment of the day and night

From beginning to mid-week to the very end of the Sabbath day

I work every day in prayer but I fail to uphold the 4th commandment by not keeping it holy because I don’t rest

But in his holy name I work overtime to deliver my message of spiritual love to you

Yes it’s the only thing I can do

I can’t pick up the phone to call or text you this or that

Or see you physically because I don’t where you’re at.

I can’t communicate with you…

So the only thing I can do is to get down on my knees with my hands clasped together

Speaking to God about you

Praying that he protects you

Molds you to become a smart woman who’ll grow to be more than a normal woman

A woman of God

Praying you think of the good in me that posed no threat

A man of good intentions..

I pray that I hear from you

Talk to you

That our paths just so happen to clash again into one everlasting road without a sign that says stop.

I pray

Before you close your eyes at night you think of me

I pray

For your family who I love like my very own

I pray

That you’re okay and doing well

I pray

I pray for you nonstop

You’re on my mind nonstop

Missing you nonstop

But there’s nothing more I can do

But talk to God and pray

For you and about you

You’re forever in my prayers

Amen

By: Tyree Mc

No More

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 14:39:00 -0400

So many times I’ve been in this position

I scream to the top of my lungs but you don’t listen

Or hears my cries and pleas to stay where you are

Don’t leave..

You changed positions

Left me where I stand until my knees hit the floor with dispersing tears

You was close but you’re not here in my life..

I had plans to make you my wife with the box tucked away in my back pocket

That won’t happen..

Even if I didn’t propose

I delivered a proposal of trust that you broke like fine sentimental China

My heart

Torn

Did you love me?

I’m not sure

All I know is I can’t keep dealing with this cycle

No more

Leaving me for your past?

No more

Letting others dictate us?

No more

Not accepting me

No more

Refusing to see that there’s a good man in front of you?

No more

Thinking less of me

No more

Breaking my heart?

Yeah..

No more..

I refuse to have another ex that doesn’t take a man who loves deeply seriously for a world full of men who doesn’t even measure up to level I’m placed at

Right now I have to face facts

I shut the door

Because at this moment and time I don’t believe in love

No more

By: Tyree Mc

Remember

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 22:15:20 -0400

Let me take it back..
When first saw your face in that public place
I was struck
Love at first sight but you didn’t notice me
But I noticed your eyes that had a dull expression that showed you wasn’t happy
I remember that time
Repeating the words I wish you were mine
Then the years flew by that you entered my life thinking I was like any other guy
Had to prove to you that was a lie
But I can’t lie as hard as I tried your beauty made me shy but still I tried
I chased and ran
You thought and figured
Didn’t give me the chance
I was hell bent that I wanted to be your man
The wrong guys were placed in front of me and their chances were given
Each one proved wrong because they weren’t any different
Still I sat back waiting for the opportunity
I got it
I won the best prize that a man could ask for
Caught in your spirit as we shared our first kiss that exploded my mind
Inspired me and blessed me with the perfect high
I love that night
We made each other happy
In love
Then we made love
This can’t be life
Though it was wrong it was a feeling that was right
Our souls danced with a graceful waltz
It didn’t ruin me or take away
It improved me in a way that didn’t ever taint
Seeing my lows only bringing me up to be lifted with your hands
You created a changed man cause I wanted to better my self for me
For you and for us
I haven’t ever gave a person..
A woman

This much of my trust
We didn’t rush
But jealousy and fear was enough
To get in the way when we both wanted to stay
You still do cause I know you
As you know I
Something that can last a lifetime
I’m sure all of this is apart of God’s plan
From the very beginning you’ve been my biggest fan
My greatest friend
The love of my life
I can admit my wrongs but with you i’m right
I smile as I write this because i’m happy
Truly happy
Let me share that with you

Sound of Music

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 22:09:55 -0400

The beginning
Concentrating in multiple ways…
The deeper I go inside while obtaining an acquisition of pleasure from you
A symphony of noises
Rising action..
Moaning….
Moaning….

The sounds of beautiful wailing while dripping your passion over and on me
Conducting your body as a baton to control the movements of your backside which is an instrument
An orchestra of sex being performed as we’re the audience for two
The climax
The harder I get
The weaker you get…
Breathing together synchronizing our breathes with cries of aggression
The falling action
Releasing my suspense..
Flowing with your sound of exhausted relief
Those sounds are receding lower and lower in tone
Laying a flat note
Resting on my chest
A Catharsis…
Purification of talented perfectionist’s as the leader and a one woman band
Bowing our heads
Curtains close…
The end

By: Tyree Mc

Tin Man

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 21:58:51 -0400

A cold shell of a person

Stiff in his position but never loose

Stuck and rusted but never used

Like as if he was abused to be made without an owner

An unused tool

Trying to be discovered looking like a fool

A sad man with a soul without a companion…

Played with at one point in time but wrongly taken advantage off

He had a heart that was snatched from him

Stolen but thrown away in a land that he couldn’t search because he was stuck

No luck for this man

He has the courage

Poses a mind that’s sharper than the corners of his mind

An appearance that shines in the light

But he doesn’t have a heart

He wants to be love

A thief of hearts that left him heartless

A hollow shell without a beat

Thrown away and left in the street

By: Tyree Mc

The List

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 21:49:00 -0400

I would give up the clothes on my back

The shoes on my feet

The technology that i’m accustom too

The keys to my car

My car itself

All of my possessions

The lottery if I was to ever win

The air that I breath

The tattoos on my skin

My fear of things

My skills as a cook

Even my skills as a poet…

I would give up anything in this world if that means having you

If I could have anything

It would be you

By: Tyree Mc

Solomon

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 21:44:00 -0400

Eternally attracted to this gentlewoman that blesses me with her very presence

From the sovereign flow of her hair that gently brushes against the comely beauty that’s her face

Her smile is radiant like the sun reflecting off a lake that shimmers with a flare like the glow of her eyes

She’s mesmeric with a face that’s dazzling with a body that resembles a confident queen of Egypt

Her smooth legs which are perfectly frictionless like the finest marble molded into the masterpiece that is her

An embodiment of a model as her height reaches my chest but is over my head since I placed her on this pedestal of queenship

My queen

The woman of my reality that the most high delivered to me as a divine gift

She submits to me cause she submitted to the lord before me

I submit to my woman because she owns the very heart that beats everlasting just as her’s

Conjoined in the holy spirit since our God is the very center of our relationship

Our flesh that is interwoven like a quilt made with the finest fabric to our design

Together as one because you and I decided to combine our life when I made a commitment to our engagement

An engagement that we committed that lead to holy matrimony in the eye’s of our families

A joyful beginning to the start of a beautiful life

Our passion

A flare of sensual infatuation that leads us to our bed

Feeling you lips that touches me like the very roses sprinkled among us

Skin like plush feathers of a dove thats soft to the touch while caressing every inch of her body

Her aroma that fills the room is delicious like fruit plucked from the finest tree that blooms in the spring

Tasting her skin which is exquisite

Drowning together in a sea bed of love as we make love which is pure

Lust is not involved between us cause love rules over us which is God’s gift

Together in our domaine is timeless while the sun changes position to the horizon

Laying together while looking deep into each others eye that’s speaking without uttering a sound

Communication with motionless bodies that’s held close

Passion that’s expressed through our connection

She sheds a tear on my chest where her heart lies which symbolizes her joy

Made for one another since she came from my rib and became whole as she returned to my life

She’s my whole world

A sweet song with a heavenly melody that puts me sound to sleep

Resting our eye’s at the same time while the sun sets through our window

Here to stay

Devoted with loyalty that endless

My wife

By: Tyree Mc

Taste of Spring

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 21:36:00 -0400

I smell her in the wind

Her finger tips touch my skin

Listening to the very sound of nature that is your voice

It’s calm and peaceful as you give me comfort

The breeze brushing against my lips as I give you a kiss

I feel alive

You’re my sweet spring

By: Tyree Mc

My Daughter

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 23:48:03 -0400

As a baby I watched you come into this world kicking and screaming at the top of your lungs which overpowered your mothers

The best thing we created for each other which was sent in Gods design

Astounded to know this blessing is mine

Hearing here wine letting me know she depends on me at this very time which I also give to the woman of my life

You and my wife

Your mother who gave you her abounding beauty as I look into those light brown eyes that I gave you

Growing older passing the age of two becoming a little lady possessing your mothers attributes with cute little attitudes

I laugh and smile since it’s a song that will always play on repeat like listening to your nursing rhymes and watching sesame street

I don’t miss a beat since you have my focus like the very day I saw your mom

Turning to the age of six

Catching you reading your first psalms

115:15

May you be blessed by the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth.

Thinking in my mind did I just hear her quote scripture on her own

She took the free time to do it alone in private like a child of the Lord is suppose to do

Did it by herself didn’t tell her too but grows and grows to sixteen

An intelligent girl who wants to continue doing her own things with these guys who remind me of a young me

Not good enough for someone like my daughter

As a father I taught her the rights and wrongs of boys that herself needs to study when she’s tested

Mistakes will be made and anger displayed to show I only care to better you as you grow

Experiencing heartbreak and doing what she was told after experiencing the hardship

Schooled her with enough knowledge now this young woman is separating herself from her family to attend college which i’m torn about

But without a doubt it’s the right thing to do since I don’t have to worry what she does since she has her mothers sense and her pops wits

Graduating with degrees and going overseas to see the world and reaping the fruits of her labor

Introducing me to a man that is like myself so I favored him without the threat of a gun

Even I admitted that this devout Christian is the one for you that her mother approves

Asking me for my daughters hand in marriage then speeding to the aisle as I take my time walking cause I wasn’t ready to let her go

She leaves to cleaves with her husband who treats her right and that’s all that I ask for

Years go by and blessings of more to add on to this family that started from the bottom up

Even though she has her own family

She still comes back to provide for me

As I did for her for all these years..

The love that I have for my daughter is equal to the love I have for my mother and wife

I’m a joyful man that proves he did right

I can die a happy man

I love my daughter

By: Tyree Mc

Jigsaw

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 23:43:54 -0400

Scattered pieces everywhere on the table..

Looking for the right shape so it could turn up and fit

Connecting matches to cover the top but can’t stop since its important to master

It takes time

Time that consumes you

Stresses you because nothing comes easy.

But everything has to fit in the right spot

Position at the right angle

Looking at the bigger picture that faces me cause I know what I need to do to complete this puzzle

It’s puzzling

Almost most done

I see everything that is needed

But I’m missing a piece

How can I finish this without my piece?

Looking up and down

Moving things so I can finish

I can’t find it

It’s not complete

Waiting for this space to be filled

By: Tyree Mc

This Moment

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 23:40:00 -0400

The sand..

The cool feeling of soft tiny beads resting from beneath my feet as this front of warm cool air clashes with the wind.

This breeze..

That drifts pass me while coasting around my body

Gently stroking my skin at supple grace of comfort

Closing my eyes

Hearing the palm trees sway back and forth brushing each other leaves

Losing their balance in a steady motion

Inhaling the deep savoring aroma of the ocean

Crashing burst of waves that roll up to the shore but slide away

My ears pay attention to the elements of nature around me

Breathing deep

Exhaling the tranquil relief as I stand there

By my self while seagulls dance amongst each other in the sky

Gliding with graceful wings as they fly high

I open my eyes

To a view

A view that’s breathtaking

The sun

Off into the distance as if it was afraid to raise from the water and stand over the earth

It didn’t need to

Let it lay in the water and relax in this moment

Peering almost halfway with the clouds transfusing around the atmosphere

I’m looking into heaven with the gates wide open

The only color spectrum I see is a yellow & orange glow exploding pass me with a gleaming sea

Overhearing the soft steps of my earth angel behind me

Still looking forward..

No words exchange

Wrapping her arms around me from behind

Enjoying this very moment with me

Joy

With her it’s joyful

She smiles and I smirk while still looking at this view that God himself placed before our very eyes while being hypnotized by this elegant angelic panorama

I hold her arms while she’s holding me

My goal in life

This fantasy is complete because I fantasized this occasion with my destiny

In the morning hours by ourselves

Walking hand and hand along the ocean shore while searching for more places to explore

Together

By: Tyree Mc

She Loves God

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:13:50 -0400

How precious

She reads her bible

Highlights her favorite verse

Bookmarks her favorite passage

She loves God..

She prays over her food

Prays before she closes her eyes

Sings while she’s in church

Learns stories from the good book in sunday school

She loves God..

She writes in her personal journal

How she feels through the day

But what’s worth a tear or two is what she says..

Talking to her father

Feeling his hair as she rides with the windows down

The wind

Whispering in her ears

Telling her he loves her

This little girl melts the very core of my heart

She grows up to continue with her customs

The difference is she is now a woman

The only thing that hasn’t change is her love

She loves God

By: Tyree Mc

Clutch

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:10:02 -0400

Gripping firmly as we set the pace on this lovely day

Love is in the air catching the contact off this airborne disease coursing through our veins traveling in and out of our heart

With our minds exchanging ideas through the physical contact as we grasp our hands

Reinforced and shielded tight from separating

Far from infatuation while others are inspired by our fidelity

Hand in hand

Fingers locking in place between fingers tightly

Immune from any cure that tries to touch our unity

Affection being expressed on a perfect day

By: Tyree Mc

Dying Breed

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:06:07 -0400

Living in a common world

Where a beautiful woman is treated like a playful little girl who is serious about herself..

Doesn’t gamble with lust because she knows her self worth

Still she’s cursed or plague with a pandemic of boys claim to be men

They wear mask like its Halloween to cover their sin

The liars

The cheaters

The Abusers

The Deceiver’s

The heart breakers who don’t commit to nothing but try to break her heart

But it’s hard to see those in disguise because they play their roles as actors to pretend to be the “perfect” guy

Giving chances to those who are the same

The only difference is their name

Pushing herself away to stay single so they won’t come close to mingle with her..

She doesn’t believe in love no more

Doubting everything with fear and pain

Her heart is sore

Her father left when she was a young girl standing at the front door

Each relationship was piss poor

The abuser and deceiver

A woman of fine quality and nobody knows how to treat her

Or be on the same level spirituality with maturity

She knows in all actuality that’s essential

Only looking at her physical instead of the inside so they lack potential

But one tries hard and she see’s

That the one in front of her is the last of a dying breed

One of a kind

Rare to find in a world with the same race

But she gives him the runaround so he has to race

He tries and tries but she turns him down

Lifting her up to see what she found

She accepts cause its not a game that he doesn’t want to play

Showing he’s serious

He’s here to stay

Both are the same

Same past different stories

They have a story to tell

About the present and future

She believes in love

Love believes in them

With him

With her

Equally yoked

Together

By: Tyree Mc

Do You Feel?

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 20:40:24 -0400

Do you know how I feel ?

Having something so pure

Genuine

A love that didn’t have unresolved issues or games

The type of love that many wanted..

Envied

The type of love people say “I wish I had what they have”

But why didn’t last?

How come we aren’t we

Why is it just me and her

Separated

This pain

It hurts

But why?

Patience

Time

Growth

Growth like a flower that was a bud but didn’t have a chance to flourish..

Bloom into something beautiful

Not even a chance

Judging of the moment instead of the progress

Happiness that could’ve been provided

To myself and you

If you only knew

But was there really love?

Did you really care?

Making you smile when I wasn’t there..

Laughing when we was together

Sheltering each other from the weather

Or enjoying

The thoughts in my mind are annoying

Because perfection ended abruptly

Without a true reason

Can’t blame the season

Something so good with a taste that was correctly seasoned..

Just right

How do you feel when you go to sleep at night?

Do you feel what I feel?

Are you hurt?

Do you cry?

Or brush everything away with a dry eye

We have something that could last for the rest of our lives..

Setting the tone couldn’t be anymore sad..

And what’s tough?

Someone I love and care for so much just lost a part of my trust..

No ones to blame..

Not you or I

Maybe we’ll be back..

We just need time to breath

By: Tyree Mc

She's A Keeper

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 20:36:25 -0400

Oh my
I can’t help what i’m staring at
A dazzling beauty that I have this alluring enchantment towards
She has the perfect height & shape
Her body is stunning
Then her face..
My my those soft lips I want to kiss while looking deep into those eyes
You know those eyes
Those eyes..
My soul is jumping around inside because it’s enticed by this sublime woman that’s more profound than a Mona Lisa
A humble soul with the attitude of a diva
I need her..
Cause her smile brightens the darkest room that electricity cannot do..
Being in her presence makes me feel electrocuted but electrified by her voice like a siren that draws me in
She’s the perfect painting..
Though her physical beauty is nice
Her inner beauty exceeds expectation
Can I easily say perfect?
Loving, caring, kind
With a brilliant mind that’s challenging like a professor
I profess to her that she’s one of a kind
Hard to find in this world of non believers
She believes because she was delivered…
Took my breath away
Stole my heart
and left my soul running
When she told me she’s a christian
Not just any but the one who is devoted & committed
My breath, heart, and soul came back but I was smitten to hear that claim knowing it was true
Feeling this connection with you that won’t go away
Hovering in my mind I keep saying your name
Over and over again..
But what’s drawing me closer is her soul and spirit
Being pulled by her gravity
Like a sun
She’s the brightest star in the sky
And leaves remains of smaller ones to enchant the night
She’s Ms. Right
The one
A woman of God that a believer like myself can’t pass up for someone who doesn’t believe
I need to be with her
You can use the title to finish it

By: Tyree Mc

Away

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 20:19:04 -0400

As a man…

Standing there looking at her

Caught by her

Memorized by her

Conversing with her

Being around her

There is no better feeling in the world

Cause I don’t want it to end

Hoping there’s more time on the clock to spend with her

Even if nothing is happening

Just idle conversation that brings a smile to our face

As happy as I am inside

I’m torn up cause I threw away my pride

Long ago so I’m exposed to tell her how I feel

But I don’t

Why ruin it?

But it’s about to happen again

The hour glass is empty

Short amount of time is better than none

This is about to hurt wheres a gun

Put me out of my misery

We hug

Then separate…

I said “as a man” with no explanation

But let me explain

For a man that loves deep and cares

You would love for her to stay

But at this very moment

It’s hard seeing the woman you love walk away

Literally

By: Tyree Mc